By Andy Doerschuk Published September 9, 2010
Perhaps we should have seen it coming, but this morning’s announcement that Mike Portnoy has decided to quit Dream Theater dropped like a bombshell on his longtime fans. Here’s the statement he released in its entirety:
“I am about to write something I never imagined I'd ever write: After 25 years, I have decided to leave Dream Theater – the band I founded, led and truly loved for a quarter of a century. To many people this will come as a complete shock, and will also likely be misunderstood by some, but please believe me that it is not a hasty decision – it is something I have struggled with for the last year or so.
“After having had such amazing experiences playing with Hail, Transatlantic, and Avenged Sevenfold this past year, I have sadly come to the conclusion that I have recently had more fun and better personal relations with these other projects than I have for a while now in Dream Theater. Please don't misinterpret me, I love the DT guys dearly and have a long history, friendship, and bond that runs incredibly deep with them. It's just that I think we are in serious need of a little break.
“Dream Theater was always my baby, and I nurtured that baby every single day and waking moment of my life since 1985 – 24/7, 365 – never taking time off from DT's never-ending responsibilities (even when the band was “off” between cycles), working overtime and way beyond the call of duty that most sane people ever would do for a band.
“But I've come to the conclusion that the DT machine was starting to burn me out, and I really needed a break from the band in order to save my relationship with the other members and keep my DT spirit hungry and inspired.
“We have been on an endless write/record/tour cycle for almost 20 years now (of which I have overseen EVERY aspect without a break) and while a few months apart from each other here & there over the years has been much needed and helpful, I honestly hoped the band could simply agree with me to taking a bit of a “hiatus” to recharge our batteries and “save me from ourselves.”
“Sadly, in discussing this with the guys, they determined they do not share my feelings and have decided to continue without me rather than take a breather. I even offered to do some occasional work throughout 2011 against my initial wishes, but it was not to be.
“While it truly hurts for me to even think of a Dream Theater without Mike Portnoy (hell, my father named the band!!), I do not want to stand in their way, so I have decided to sacrifice myself and simply leave the band so as to not hold them back against their wishes.
“Strangely enough, I just read an interview that I recently did that asked me about the future of DT and I talked about “always following your heart and being true to yourself” – sadly I must say that at this particular moment, my heart is not with Dream Theater, and I would simply be “going through the motions,” and would honestly NOT be true to myself if I stayed for the sake of obligation without taking the break I felt I needed.
“I wish the guys the best and hope the music and legacy we created together is enjoyed by fans for decades to come, I am proud of every album we made, every song we wrote and every show we played.
“I'm sorry to all the disappointed DT fans around the world. I really tried to salvage the situation and make it work. I honestly just wanted a break (not a split), but happiness cannot be forced, it needs to come from within.
“You DT fans are the greatest fans in the world and as you all know, I have always busted my ass for you guys and I hope that you will stay with me on my future musical journey, wherever it may lead me. (and as you all know my work ethic, there will surely be no shortage of future MP projects!)
“Sadly, your fearless ex-leader and drummer, MP”
Here are some comments drummers have made on DRUM! Magazine’s facebook page about Mike Portnoy leaving Dream Theater:
Tim Puckett well i dont think he can be replaced
Mary Barkaszi It's perfectly understandable after reading the article ... good luck to you Mike !!! .. .Peace and refreshment !!! Looking forward to where your roads lead next !! ROCK O
Don Bartecsko I think as a musician your goals are to grow, and ultimately have fun! Mike is going to do just fine without Dream Theater, but good luck to the drummer trying to fill his shoes! : )
Timothy Cromer Full of himself.......and yet empty.....
Lance Gams DT was getting so Blah anyway. Hope he does more with Mikael Akerfeldt. I haven't heard anything they've done yet, but since Martin Lopez left Opeth it hasn't been the same. Maybe the A7X guys will take him in. I'm cool with that too.
Eric Sooy Ok, I'll start woodshedding and wait for the call. Any second now...
Lewis Digges I think that the announcement that Mike has joined Avenged Sevenfold will be upcoming.
Richie DiMino good for him, hope he plays something fresh with a new group.